救命！病了整个礼拜！出猪毛丹！
这次病到最严重的一次！可能把我身体的技能破坏了！现在考着试！
超级痛苦！可能因为自己想不开，又固执！结果我的头脑好像不能function了！
不能思考！记不到资料！好害怕！
我一直处于放空的状态！
是否发高烧到脑细胞也被烧死了？很担忧！
我的心跳一直都跳得很快！然后头有隐隐作痛！就整天处于紧张的状态！
oh my god~i hope examinations season can be over immediately!and even STPM also can passing dashly!
我真得很想去一个没有烦恼的地方！
可以不用吃~不用脑！就任自己放纵！超想回到以前那癫癫废废的日子！
我觉得自己好像患上忧郁症！但又会快乐噢？跟朋友聊天的时候啦~
还有就是看戏和去东方神起的论坛时才能找到乐子！
老天爷~请您救救我的脑吧！还有我那脆弱的心灵！
使我自己想考好成绩可是又懒惰！我只会想但不会实行！
每次都要拖到最后那时才在那里穷紧张和害怕！唉！我好想放假呀！
只期盼下个星期四的到来！啊！
超级讨厌自己！只想着娱乐！又像逃离这世界的feel！
我仿佛没有了人生目标！只想时间快快过！
应该是因为我的生活太无趣了！
so terrible and horrible!time...i waiting you to be pass immediately!
you are the main fact that made me crazy or insane!everything seem like too rush!because i was the one who wanted to rush~especially the exam time!as well as it was over and i didn't mind or care about my result!if gained zeroes...what can i do?just regret la...after it i start again my struggling life~doing procrastination again...
can i get out of this dull and boring lifestyle...i damn wishing i can hiding myself and looking for a place liked世外桃源的乡村~
nobody can help me and encourage me...y?i lost my heart...and mind?is going to be mad hatter!
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