''rush hour'' 4...

today...i almost late so i have to rush~i looked for Teresa but the people needed is KarMan actually!of course!she will help me to put my illegal stuffs(cellphone,long-T and jeans) into her car...then,i returned to class quickly to put my bag with PauLee~omg!i have to help ZhuJun to ask extra ribbon from EeTing~so i rush again!but she said she got no extra ribbon and i distrust her because i borrowed previously~although i get confused for a while,but i can't do anything~i really quite busy for this early morning!suddenly the guy,OSH-who was becoming Abraham's Enemy now,asking whose ribbon on his hand?i got an idea and try to get it to ZhuJun but failed~SuatYih continued to convince him and she got it!so my burden less already!haha!SzeYan passed me a pack of cocuriculum card and asked me to distribute it~but bell rings already!so i just passed(liked throw) it to a prefect whom i didn't know him totally~afterward,another prefect looking for me suddenly!he said he can't open the diskette and asked me to send him by mail!i was weird with his email address-dari USJ Jack...haha!ok,i'll find Fleming later~i passed the messages to her and she said she want to get back her plastic bag which was bought it from Korea!!!it's Korea!wow!so good...i was envying that time!!!so,i was rushing again to look for that prefect to get back her plastic bag~really tired and hot!it's MUET period and Pn.Khoon said we'll doing 'Speaking'!i get shocked!!!but she said not break into group...so it's unformal speaking only!i prepared but times flies so we'll continue next Monday~she announced a bad news to us~we'll having a new timetable again~our schooling period was longer till 4.30pm everyday except Friday(Muslim)!!!omg!!!why want to torture us!!!we just left 4 months only and we'll get free very soon!!!haiz~moreover,it's for Form 6 only!!!fainting...but i can't do anything!!!then and then,then and then...yeah!finally,the bell rings then our schooling period was over!i just wait for this moment only...why?because we'll having our 1st time to sing k together(classmates) at Greenbox with student price!it's has been a long period that i didn't go to sing k already~i sang till my voice 'broken'!!!haha~very excited!!!and we went to take 'big head' photo and i was enjoying because i didn't make it for real since 4 years ago~just cost me RM3.50 plus RM10.30,the charges for singing~so just around RM15 ONLY~

sorry!

yup...chinese singing competition's audition was held today...i still can't decide whether i want to participate or not!my classmates support me to go and i also practice a lot...i can't choose which song that i want to sing and this make me get into trouble...actually i wish i have partner but Teresa promised with Moon first so i can't do anything...i knew her situation and hope she don't feel guilty?haha...finally,i decided what song to sing...the title is Ideal Lover by Rainie Yang!i sang this song with Carmen Mak 2 years ago during audition for Confucian Idol~this song quite easy to sing so i got more confidence to sing!but~i made my classmates dissapointed on me because i was not dare to sing in front of a lot of people...i sat there and they tried to force me to take part!but,i still reject it till the end!i'll sing with them tomorrow in Greenbox?they want to punish me by treat them the charges of sing k...omg!i got no money...how?haiz...what can i do?i was surprised that my junior sang well in MBS Idol~and i envy her audacity!why i can't deal with my nervous!!!this is my weak point!!!i found that i should be a leader in future after my mum did some test by using my birthday according the Lunar calendar.and i was confused with it since i'm just a follower all the time!although i'm the eldest in the family and i'm a scout,but i still failed to be a leader~i just try to avoid from the problems...i know i should try first in the beginning!ok la...i was upset and i don't want to continue already~congratulations to Teresa,she won the Best Female Senior and entered the final of the competition!i realised that there are a recycle in our destiny and i got it from Teresa's experiences!!!

no apologies!

a talk was launched today from 8.10am(after chapel class) till 1.50pm++...the title was 'NO APOLOGIES'-the truth about life,love and sex~the lecturer called Peter and his assistant,Jessica and Chloe.this talk was about how to differentiate love and sex!a video played and there were some interviews among males and females.they said they were regret after having sex with bf or the guy said he was guilty to destroy the ladies future life!since he can't control himself（he has more than 30 sex experiences），he caused some ladies suffer in STD(sexual transmitted disease)!just because of that few of minutes,he felt guilty and regret for a life time!but,NO USE!any compensation also no use!while the foolish lady said she has killed her baby because she has no abstinence last time!in short!we must avoid from this matter although we are curious...and we have to try to not going too far(just holding hands and simple goodnight kiss)if we have relationship with guys.but,in my opinion,how about hug?maybe i love to hug with people...a workbook was given to us and i think i'll put aside only.haha!it's hard when Chloe asked me to write down my future goals!i still blur and i was waiting to have fun during that time but she just asked us to answer the questions!i wish my cooking skills and English skills could be improved next year,i can bring my mum and brother to travel(Hong Kong,Korea,Australia...and my favourite-Maldives!)in 3 years!i think i want to work in a big firm liked LG,SAMSUNG,SONY and so on...in 5 years!i'll do investment liked buy assets-house!i got this idea from my Economy teacher!she still regret because she has made a wrong decision last time-let go a house and the value was on the rise up to RM300k now!while in 8 years,i'll get married?haha!i recall something-Chloe said she has a female friend and a male friend.they got married and having their 1st kiss on their wedding day!!!it sounds impossible but it's true!so,it's depends on yourself!anything is possible if you can control yourself wisely!

after the talk,it's time to dismiss!since my neighbour have a meeting later,then i have to go home myself lo...i very angry!!!during the time i was waiting for the bus!i hate the local bus service!!!although i had make complaints!it didn't works!!!so,i hoping for get a car no matter is branded or made in Malaysia...