sorry!

yup...chinese singing competition's audition was held today...i still can't decide whether i want to participate or not!my classmates support me to go and i also practice a lot...i can't choose which song that i want to sing and this make me get into trouble...actually i wish i have partner but Teresa promised with Moon first so i can't do anything...i knew her situation and hope she don't feel guilty?haha...finally,i decided what song to sing...the title is Ideal Lover by Rainie Yang!i sang this song with Carmen Mak 2 years ago during audition for Confucian Idol~this song quite easy to sing so i got more confidence to sing!but~i made my classmates dissapointed on me because i was not dare to sing in front of a lot of people...i sat there and they tried to force me to take part!but,i still reject it till the end!i'll sing with them tomorrow in Greenbox?they want to punish me by treat them the charges of sing k...omg!i got no money...how?haiz...what can i do?i was surprised that my junior sang well in MBS Idol~and i envy her audacity!why i can't deal with my nervous!!!this is my weak point!!!i found that i should be a leader in future after my mum did some test by using my birthday according the Lunar calendar.and i was confused with it since i'm just a follower all the time!although i'm the eldest in the family and i'm a scout,but i still failed to be a leader~i just try to avoid from the problems...i know i should try first in the beginning!ok la...i was upset and i don't want to continue already~congratulations to Teresa,she won the Best Female Senior and entered the final of the competition!i realised that there are a recycle in our destiny and i got it from Teresa's experiences!!!