shocked~haha^^

finally,sukan saringan can be held today~
luckily i didn't late to school~if i late another 20 seconds,then the bell rings~
today's chapel class quite bore...a speech about Biology?i think la...
almost the students didn't listen to lecturer~they just waiting the time to pass and participate in the sukan~besides,today was the 1st time that i took a seat with Teresa after a lot of weeks~
of course,she told me something and i shocked!the people's behaviour not judge by his/her face~
although someone with you for >5 years,he/she still not to be trusted!she sure very disappointed and sad~haiz!but i think i was not that kind of people la~who knows in future?
after 1st period,our sukan launched!then i shocked because i participated for 2 events suddenly~i guess i participated in lontar peluru only!then my confidence decreased a few~i can't run!i really can't!!!i tried to escape from it but later,i just followed my destiny~haha!i made contradiction again.
i was a few disappointed for i failed in the lontar peluru!my technique was wrong~May Kay said teacher should tell us but the teacher didn't!i thought she was quite upset with it!
i returned to terrace and continue chat with Teresa~
chatting and chatting~
we having our breakfast together~i saw a guy very miserable~because he bear his big bag and carried the plate but no place for him to sit~but just a while,he then sat~
i got high jump!but i missed it because someone told me it has been done~
i went to field with someone and checked!OMG!we still need to jump!
after i jumped for 3 times(practice),teacher said official started!OMG!they guys were there!especially green-T!it was damn embarrassing!but,green-T also didn't bother me de la,i think!then a beauty jumped and i saw green-T starred at her~if i can jumped,then may be it'll happen on me~consequently,was my turn to run 200 metres...only 2 lanes were used to be run~
means 2 people run on same time~i ensure i lost!but i tried my best la~somemore they said my result not bad!haha!chuckled myself~i was enjoying to run!!!may be only a people in front of me~no pressure~
finally and finally,schooling hours finished!hooray!my lucky number-531,not yet return to my captain~may be tomorrow~i went back home by friend's mother's car again...i saw green-T was in the primary school~chatting with friends~but i got to go~haiz~only once to wait with green-T...may be will getting more chances in future??haha!

exams result are terrible

finally,the maths paper has been distributed to us...

then i got a low low low marks...haiz!

i found that i made a lot of mistake!was it an excuse for myself?

but i really think that i can get more 10 marks~

sorry and regret...

grandma help me to pay the tuition fees!it was expensive!

but...i still failed my maths~how to face with her?

besides,tutor said the questions were easy!and now...when he see my paper,sure i was embarrassing myself only!

all things were my fault~

ah~struggling everyday!

i love to watch Boys over flowers-korean meteor garden!

but i thought the relationship between Jandi and Jihu better~they liked take care each other~

Jandi and Junpyo,i can't feel their love~

i wish i can watch this drama on weekdays,not weekend!KBS,please la...

when all my friends will be free?!i just want to hang out with them for 3/4 hours only!

i want to release my stress ma~watch movie,bowling,sing k...but lack of money lo!

i'll try to get money if got any activities!

earth weather often changed~

Monday was a sunshine day but Tuesday was a rainy day~both also apply for whole day~

a bit horrible!1st time for me to paste sunblock but it was rainy day~

haha!

hope my skin can recover as soon as possible after using Nano!!!

it's cost cheaply!only RM15.90-small boxes la of course!got sunblock with spf50,snow wash,renewal exfoliator for polishing and cell moist whitenor...

i went to Parliament yesterday!the debate between DAP of Batu Gajah and Yang DiPertua was quite interesting~they ''discuss'' about the rang undang-undang for cukai pendapatan~the attendance was poor~maybe because of others going to prepare for the AGM UMNO~

an hour later,we moved to Dewan Negara!it was smaller compared to Dewan Rakyat which contained 222 chairs!then we started our ask and answer period!it was quite noisy!

Pn.Victoria scolded us because we laughed to our Form 6 Society's teacher advisor,Mr.Lee who asked a question that we thought it was as simple as well~she said our behaviour were damn terrible compared to the badges previously~haiz!so sad!but i agree with her la!nowadays,the teenagers act liked an adult,they thought they are ''biggest''!they did something so insane but they think it was cool!died la~actually they still childish!

my brother also liked these guys~but he'll listen to us in the end!but i think when he grow more,he'll not listen to us anymore~this is what i always worry about!

there are some of his ''talent'' above~

to my beloved mum~u r the greatest!

i know...u were suffer for more than 10 years previously~
i know...u were fighting urself in many bad situation~
i know...u were trying to give all the best for us although u lack of money~liked ASTRO & INTERNET SERVICES~
i know...u were smiling always on ur face but u may be upset in ur heart~
i know...i was always disappointing u & others~
i know...i was too stubborn in many situations~
i know...i was making a lot of complaint on u & Ah Chun~
i know...i was too lazy~always waiting for regret and never trying to do my best~
but...u were the one who caring me always~
but...u were trying to cheer me up always~
but...u were still counselling me always~
but...u were still doing many things silently~
YOU JUST KEEP ALL INSIDE YOUR HEART...YOU DIDN'T RELEASE THEM TO US...
OH MY GOD!YOU WERE TOO GREAT!YOU ALREADY A MOST SUCCESSFUL MOTHER~YOU,ONLY YOU...PLEASE FORGIVE MY FAULT AND ALL THE BAD THINGS I HAD DONE PREVIOUSLY...
I REALLY HOPE YOU CAN STAY HAPPILY ALL THE TIME~NOT ONLY OUTSIDE,BUT INSIDE ALSO!I WISH ALL THE BEST FOR YOU IN FUTURE~I CAN'T PROMISE ANYTHING TO YOU...SORRY FOR THAT!
LAST...WITH MY SINCERE HEART~I WOULD LIKE TO SAY ''I LOVE YOU,MUM'' TO YOU~^O^

yeah!exams finished~

finally...after i suffered for 10 days...the exams were ended...haha!
but,when i think about the exams in future,i really get panic...because too much of chapters to study and memorise...it was needed!
today's econ and muet papers were considered as easy as well...because i can did but can't ensure my answer will be right or wrong...
so,i was exited and enjoyed the period to write essay...
tomorrow is hit's day?don't know is it right or wrong...i will participating in the competition for throw ball?haha...''lontar peluru''...leg's activities i can't but hand's,it's much easier for me!
what is the rate for me to win?i think is low!no confidence to myself...
now i was planning a lot of works to do in next week...play badminton,shopping,watch movie,sing k and so on...but need a lot of money too...how??my favourite is sing k!a long long period for me never sing at Greenbox/Redbox/Neway!although i sang at home...but i got no feeling...i want to sing TVXQ's songs...there might have many new songs already!i'll sing ''last angel'',''unforgettable'',''begin'' and ''MIROTIC''!liked open a mini concert for TVXQ!haha!
last week,i watched ALL ENGLAND BADMINTON OPEN 2009 on CH811...i was screaming a lot!it's a way for me to release my stress...haha!when LIN DAN vs LEE chong wei,i noticed that LEE can't win LIN!he got his marks if and only if LIN made mistake!where were LEE's techniques?LIN smashed strongly,LEE cannot received this service!but LEE smashed,LIN can did it!OMG...although LEE is ranking no.1 in the world,but LIN still can handle him very much!LIN really improving all the time...China's players also,but others...-_-
their spirit to fight are stronger than others all the time when i watched it!
compared to me,i was damn foolish...i got no strong spirit in my mental!i always want to get out of this stressful and suffer life...so,yesterday...during my muet 3 exam:reading comprehension,there were 2 passage about how we view the stress and how we deal with our fears...i was interested with it!liked something is set for me...haha!impossible la!after i read the passages,i thought i really realised a lot...''LOOK FOR THE GOOD INSTEAD OF THE BAD IN SITUATION''~wow!it was meaningful...stress was a good thing to us to change!it can force us to be doing things more success...i really need to study to deal with it...if not,i really going to be insane...in future!

hacked by韩流！

赵寅成，影帝

金范,新进演员

实力非凡的东方神起

才智双全的羽球新星李龙大

进这两年开始开始崇拜韩国明星，歌星甚至体坛新星！

自从喜欢东方神起后，渐渐发现韩国男人们都有各自特殊味道~

他们的笑容，眼神都很会杀人！这里是一些证物...

虽然听不懂他们的语言~但也无所谓~

我以后可能会嫁给韩国人？哈哈！

其他方面，我好想自甘堕落一番又或者能让我放纵自己！

可是需要钱~我又没钱！怎么办？

那些可也可以不要那么多吗？读到很辛苦咧！

反正以后生活里都没什么机会用到的！政府现在好像又动荡~

人民对政府还满失望的！最后还是用钱来解决一些问题！

搞到你恨我，我恨你~又游行等等~

外国看了都不敢来！他们的政治处理得很‘干净’！

正在与痛苦挣扎~

救命！病了整个礼拜！出猪毛丹！
这次病到最严重的一次！可能把我身体的技能破坏了！现在考着试！
超级痛苦！可能因为自己想不开，又固执！结果我的头脑好像不能function了！
不能思考！记不到资料！好害怕！
我一直处于放空的状态！
是否发高烧到脑细胞也被烧死了？很担忧！
我的心跳一直都跳得很快！然后头有隐隐作痛！就整天处于紧张的状态！
oh my god~i hope examinations season can be over immediately!and even STPM also can passing dashly!
我真得很想去一个没有烦恼的地方！
可以不用吃~不用脑！就任自己放纵！超想回到以前那癫癫废废的日子！
我觉得自己好像患上忧郁症！但又会快乐噢？跟朋友聊天的时候啦~
还有就是看戏和去东方神起的论坛时才能找到乐子！
老天爷~请您救救我的脑吧！还有我那脆弱的心灵！
使我自己想考好成绩可是又懒惰！我只会想但不会实行！
每次都要拖到最后那时才在那里穷紧张和害怕！唉！我好想放假呀！
只期盼下个星期四的到来！啊！
超级讨厌自己！只想着娱乐！又像逃离这世界的feel！
我仿佛没有了人生目标！只想时间快快过！
应该是因为我的生活太无趣了！
so terrible and horrible!time...i waiting you to be pass immediately!
you are the main fact that made me crazy or insane!everything seem like too rush!because i was the one who wanted to rush~especially the exam time!as well as it was over and i didn't mind or care about my result!if gained zeroes...what can i do?just regret la...after it i start again my struggling life~doing procrastination again...
can i get out of this dull and boring lifestyle...i damn wishing i can hiding myself and looking for a place liked世外桃源的乡村~
nobody can help me and encourage me...y?i lost my heart...and mind?is going to be mad hatter!