''rush hour'' 4...

today...i almost late so i have to rush~i looked for Teresa but the people needed is KarMan actually!of course!she will help me to put my illegal stuffs(cellphone,long-T and jeans) into her car...then,i returned to class quickly to put my bag with PauLee~omg!i have to help ZhuJun to ask extra ribbon from EeTing~so i rush again!but she said she got no extra ribbon and i distrust her because i borrowed previously~although i get confused for a while,but i can't do anything~i really quite busy for this early morning!suddenly the guy,OSH-who was becoming Abraham's Enemy now,asking whose ribbon on his hand?i got an idea and try to get it to ZhuJun but failed~SuatYih continued to convince him and she got it!so my burden less already!haha!SzeYan passed me a pack of cocuriculum card and asked me to distribute it~but bell rings already!so i just passed(liked throw) it to a prefect whom i didn't know him totally~afterward,another prefect looking for me suddenly!he said he can't open the diskette and asked me to send him by mail!i was weird with his email address-dari USJ Jack...haha!ok,i'll find Fleming later~i passed the messages to her and she said she want to get back her plastic bag which was bought it from Korea!!!it's Korea!wow!so good...i was envying that time!!!so,i was rushing again to look for that prefect to get back her plastic bag~really tired and hot!it's MUET period and Pn.Khoon said we'll doing 'Speaking'!i get shocked!!!but she said not break into group...so it's unformal speaking only!i prepared but times flies so we'll continue next Monday~she announced a bad news to us~we'll having a new timetable again~our schooling period was longer till 4.30pm everyday except Friday(Muslim)!!!omg!!!why want to torture us!!!we just left 4 months only and we'll get free very soon!!!haiz~moreover,it's for Form 6 only!!!fainting...but i can't do anything!!!then and then,then and then...yeah!finally,the bell rings then our schooling period was over!i just wait for this moment only...why?because we'll having our 1st time to sing k together(classmates) at Greenbox with student price!it's has been a long period that i didn't go to sing k already~i sang till my voice 'broken'!!!haha~very excited!!!and we went to take 'big head' photo and i was enjoying because i didn't make it for real since 4 years ago~just cost me RM3.50 plus RM10.30,the charges for singing~so just around RM15 ONLY~

sorry!

yup...chinese singing competition's audition was held today...i still can't decide whether i want to participate or not!my classmates support me to go and i also practice a lot...i can't choose which song that i want to sing and this make me get into trouble...actually i wish i have partner but Teresa promised with Moon first so i can't do anything...i knew her situation and hope she don't feel guilty?haha...finally,i decided what song to sing...the title is Ideal Lover by Rainie Yang!i sang this song with Carmen Mak 2 years ago during audition for Confucian Idol~this song quite easy to sing so i got more confidence to sing!but~i made my classmates dissapointed on me because i was not dare to sing in front of a lot of people...i sat there and they tried to force me to take part!but,i still reject it till the end!i'll sing with them tomorrow in Greenbox?they want to punish me by treat them the charges of sing k...omg!i got no money...how?haiz...what can i do?i was surprised that my junior sang well in MBS Idol~and i envy her audacity!why i can't deal with my nervous!!!this is my weak point!!!i found that i should be a leader in future after my mum did some test by using my birthday according the Lunar calendar.and i was confused with it since i'm just a follower all the time!although i'm the eldest in the family and i'm a scout,but i still failed to be a leader~i just try to avoid from the problems...i know i should try first in the beginning!ok la...i was upset and i don't want to continue already~congratulations to Teresa,she won the Best Female Senior and entered the final of the competition!i realised that there are a recycle in our destiny and i got it from Teresa's experiences!!!

no apologies!

a talk was launched today from 8.10am(after chapel class) till 1.50pm++...the title was 'NO APOLOGIES'-the truth about life,love and sex~the lecturer called Peter and his assistant,Jessica and Chloe.this talk was about how to differentiate love and sex!a video played and there were some interviews among males and females.they said they were regret after having sex with bf or the guy said he was guilty to destroy the ladies future life!since he can't control himself（he has more than 30 sex experiences），he caused some ladies suffer in STD(sexual transmitted disease)!just because of that few of minutes,he felt guilty and regret for a life time!but,NO USE!any compensation also no use!while the foolish lady said she has killed her baby because she has no abstinence last time!in short!we must avoid from this matter although we are curious...and we have to try to not going too far(just holding hands and simple goodnight kiss)if we have relationship with guys.but,in my opinion,how about hug?maybe i love to hug with people...a workbook was given to us and i think i'll put aside only.haha!it's hard when Chloe asked me to write down my future goals!i still blur and i was waiting to have fun during that time but she just asked us to answer the questions!i wish my cooking skills and English skills could be improved next year,i can bring my mum and brother to travel(Hong Kong,Korea,Australia...and my favourite-Maldives!)in 3 years!i think i want to work in a big firm liked LG,SAMSUNG,SONY and so on...in 5 years!i'll do investment liked buy assets-house!i got this idea from my Economy teacher!she still regret because she has made a wrong decision last time-let go a house and the value was on the rise up to RM300k now!while in 8 years,i'll get married?haha!i recall something-Chloe said she has a female friend and a male friend.they got married and having their 1st kiss on their wedding day!!!it sounds impossible but it's true!so,it's depends on yourself!anything is possible if you can control yourself wisely!

after the talk,it's time to dismiss!since my neighbour have a meeting later,then i have to go home myself lo...i very angry!!!during the time i was waiting for the bus!i hate the local bus service!!!although i had make complaints!it didn't works!!!so,i hoping for get a car no matter is branded or made in Malaysia...

shocked~

last Thursday,i watched Transformers-Revenge of The Fallen with Teresa!what a wonderful movie~i quite disappointed for we can't watch the beginning!but i'll watch it later through funshion.com!we intend to watch 'Drag me to Hell' firstly but since we can't match with the time so we chose Transformers!and i was so excited & enjoy the movie!of course!i want to mention here that i was having 'Teppanyaki' as my lunch!because it was my 1st time only...so poor!already 19 years old but just ate it!i ordered a set same with Teresa and it was the cheapest?RM15...i love to drink the soup,eat the bean sprouts!because the soup not salty as well while the bean sprouts was tasty and refreshing!!!we were rushing to finish our lunch as fast as possible so that we can watch the movie on time!but,we failed to do so in the end!come back to the movie...i really upset when the Optimus Prime died but luckily it 'reborn' later!i was sad when only Optimus fighting there and beat by Megatron and others!!!i realised at the same time that human power was so weak!in short!i love this movie and i wish to watch the previous one!i was misunderstanding this movie before that i think only for boys...then and then,Teresa brought me walked into the 'MCKY' to buy Ai Xing a birthday gift...she bought her a hp rope~it costs RM50...i considered it was very expensive!!!for me,i prefer to buy shirt,bag or shoes~i was very happy for that day and thanks for fetch me home,Teresa!how great she was!haha!

yup,is Friday...we were surprised during Maths lesson because the explosion of lightbulb suddenly and caused the other classrooms out of electricity!some smelly smoke came out and we were hate that flavor!so we covered our nose and mouth with handkerchief immediately!we did nothing during PA lesson and we went to Centenary Room for our Account lesson!since there have air-conditioners,we were enjoying but the weather turned to rainy afternoon so we were very cold!!!i have to stay back to finish my RM and RP today as i still confused in the morning whether i want to stay back or not!but there's no choice during the rainy afternoon!we did our RM/RP in a special room and a male junior followed Suat Yih to enter our room!!!then,that junior which is L6P and he was from Confucian,was tortured by us with a group of 6 girls!Suat Yih keep on talking nonsense and he turned to me and asked for my signature!but,i won't give him easily!i gave him a tough task-write my favourite idol,2 of the TVXQ's members name in Korean!i also wondering why i tortured him so much.but the task was given and he also didn't reject me!afterwards,he never find me anymore!haha!when i reached home,i switched on the tv and it's 8 E-NEWS live!the host asked some opinions for the case happened...i still realised that it's bad news from the 'King of Pop'-Michael Joseph Jackson!he was passed away because of heart-attacked!it's happened too suddenly!he is just 50 of age but unfortunately he can't be save after an hour of rescue!my mum was upset with this bad news because he is my mum's idol!i think the fans from all of the countries were sad and can't accept it!they said he is hiding...he is moved to other place for freedom...hope they don't be so crazy and stay calm!

we watched his concert on 8TV till the lately night on Saturday!

Sunday-i played 'War Game' with my scout friends...it costs RM 60 and i think the price still ok because Kim told me is RM75 previously.the gun called 'marker' is quite heavy(made my muscle pain today!)!i didn't get shooted but i think i shooted some people~Kim was get shooted near her neck and i think it's very painful!!!we played for 4 games and i was Team A which equalized the marks to 2-2 in the end!later,it's 5th game for girls to take part!i shooted Bee Nah and others...i felt guilty but i didn't say sorry to her!Kim was the bravest member among girls...we having 100 plus and Dominos Pizza to produce some energy?haha!we having a briefing by Hon Kuan about 45 minutes...after we dismissed,i took LRT and i met Chooi San...i gave some advises to her about her Form 6 life~i suggested that she stopped and continue her studies in college.if i have the 2nd chance,i'll not choosing to study Form 6!!!i was very scared when i reached the bus stop because it's dark and none of the person waiting for the bus there!i was the only one!my mum made me more scared and suddenly an insane lady passed by the bus stop!!!i had no idea and i forced to go to the mamak stall and wait for my uncle to fetch me!then and then,they brought me to eat 'Curry Fish-head' as dinner.i arrived home at 10pm and i watched 'Beauty Cookies' for entertainment after i was busy for almost whole day！

it's time to reduce expenditure!

due to some critical condition,especially the financial problem,my family were needed to save money and reduce the expenditure month-by-month.it's good for me in rel if the internet services,Astro On Demand,charges for take care of brother will be suspended soon.i totally agree with these ideas in order to let me pay more attention on my studies and my toughest exam in my life which is STPM,will coming soon as fast as lightning.Haha!it's sound too exaggerated but times really flies without our realization.but,i'll fight until the STPM period over and i'll work for next 3 till 6 months while waiting the result or notification letter...this result determine my future but it's hard to choose if the government send me to the university that is far from my area.just like the seniors,they were facing this situation now and hard to make decision.so,i asked mum and she said she prefer i stay in KL and start to work.i can study and work at the same time or work for some years then continue to study.in my opinion,if i have the luck to enter local university,i'll going too no matter the location is far or nearby my area.this can training me to be independent and free of nagging from mum and even brother!haha!i also worry about him since he always ignoring me nowadays.the elder i am,the more i have to think.when i turn into adult officially-21 years old,i wish i am a person who mature so that can help mum and others.but,i quite childish although i am 19 now.i had a lot of contradictions because my horoscope is Gemini!!!Gambateh!

i am going to participate in the Form 6 Telematch next week!of course,it's a badminton tournament...i will take part in women singles and mixed doubles!!!wish i can get the title again soon!hehe!i will be watching a movie whether is 'Transformers 2' or 'Drag me to Hell'...it's excited!!!haiz...spend money again!'Harry Potter' also coming soon!my wallet become thinner and thinner!